James Cochran's Poems
Desecration Day
The day they
stormed the capitol
in Washington D.C.
my car was stolen
in Charleston W.V.
Key left carelessly in console,
practice born of a lifetime
of privilege, a trust that
bad things would never happen
to me, even when they did.
Phone call from gruff state trooper,
refers to city police as “asphalt walkers”
speaks of trap houses, car has been
recovered, mostly intact,
up a muddy holler.
We go to pick up the car,
old feller who towed it
full of tales of trouble makers
and arsonists, wears a ball cap
that says: “Jesus is my boss”.
The car is a mud caked mess,
all contents have been removed,
smells of smoke and desperation,
empty wrappers on floorboards
tell of cigarettes and raisinettes,
a somehow childish combination.
The next day,
a thorough cleaning of the car
to make it mine again.
I think of the mob at the capitol,
smashed glass, stolen lecterns,
piss and shit on carpets,
boots on desks
and five people dead.
I wonder what kind of
cleaning it will take
to remove these stains.
Hanging Rock
Some nights you might sleep poorly in paradise.
You might arise before dawn,
abandoning all pretext of slumber,
and fix coffee in windblown cabin.
Set off down trail through strangely
warm November morning anyway…
through leaves that crunch
and rustle so loud as to make
conversation impossible.
As passing clouds obscure the sun
So passing thoughts or distraction
obscure the radiance of the day.
Along the trail edge through
second growth saplings, improbably,
a lone monarch butterfly.
Then suddenly, under a
power line right of way, amongst
mundane briars and thistle…
a last goldenrod lightning strike
crowded with orchard bees
intent on gathering last drops
of November nectar.
West Virginia Gazetteer
Rainy morning, last day of November,
Gazetteer open on my lap,
illuminated by the harsh white
of the Verilux® Happy Light
which mysteriously arrived
by mail yesterday.
My eyes alight on Sun Hill.
Then my blind fingers trace
the smooth topography lines
from Wyoming County into
Raleigh, tracing Trace Ridge,
working up the Devil’s Backbone
to Odd.
Along the river past
Witcher and Belle.
Following the toll road
to Pax and Prosperity.
Then Crab Orchard,
Big Stick, Hotcoal.
Somewhere between
Bud and Amigo
I am in Blackeagle.
I recall a childhood game
of spinning globe with
eyes closed,
index finger
lightly poised.
“Where will I go when I grow up?”
Pressed flesh stops revolution,
indicating some exotic place
or other, or sometimes
close enough to my
precise location.
“I’ll be right here!”
I say.
Now, instead of a globe
it is a book I hold,
still full of places
I have never been,
And some I’ll never know.
Still I feel the accumulated
magic of all those toponyms:
Bloomingrose, Comfort,
Bentree, Pond Gap,
Posey, and Redbird,
Skinned Poplar Gap.
Arbitrary and profound,
they anchor me to the map
and the map itself overlays
the land, a gas station palimpsest,
a bridge between
childhood possibility
and the stasis of adulthood.
Praise To Spring Chickens
Praise to spring chickens,
aged into fall pullets,
still yet to lay an egg.
I sit with them again
on my high breezy October hill,
serenaded by the whoosh of leaves
like the sound of the surf.
Praise to the fierce Summer Sun
that ripened tomatoes and okra
and melons, but now has waned,
replaced by a weaker version of itself,
although a few tomatoes still cling
to their vines...no frost yet.
Praise to the plastic which was gone
from the greenhouse all summer long.
Now it has been put back on,
and once again I have that small shelter
to be both outside and inside at once,
or, inside out. I'll be sheltered from the chilly
October rains that are sure to come soon.
Epilogue:
If you hold too tight
you can strangle a thing.
If you let out to much string
to a kite, it can be grabbed
by the sky and taken away.
If we hold each other just right
we can spiral dance together
while the seasons and years,
the stars and moon,
the sun and clouds
and rain whirl by.
To be one who believes
he can make clouds appear in the sky.
To be one who knows
he has flown too high,
and feels the wax
melting from his wings
and the dark sea draw close.
To be All at Once,
All at One,
All One,
Alone.
Dry January
I.
to be like the box turtle,
constantly contained
in rigid carapace,
opened and closed
at will, always at home.
to be like the lawnmower
run till empty at end of season,
no fuel gelling in brittle lines,
awaiting fresh gas in spring.
head abuzz with black tea and hunger,
sobriety forcing acceptance that
(THIS) really (IS) all there is…
dropped crutches and foresaken
calories leave me crawling along
frigid pavement down to essence:
a good sunset, a safe child, a soft dog.
II.
the yellow blooms of winter jasmine
spill over crumbling retaining wall
as coal cars roll by, full of affliction.
I grub in cold January mud,
tear through English Ivy,
bloodied hands pressing
lemon yellow wire into earth.
“invisible” fence but only if
you bury it, will project subtle
electricity to contain
my precious mutt.
sunlight hits rain drops
glisten on cut end of vine
moving in breeze
flashes of light
like pulsing star.
III.
I’ll be the wind chime inspector
who wanders through dark streets
cataloguing random progressions
and possessing their vibration
but only till the wind dies down.
because poetry is like alcohol
it soothes, it burns, distracts,
brings into focus, a whisper,
a scream, a giggle, an amen.
and next thing I know I’m
leaving the bookstore with
my brown bag of poems,
ready to twist the top off.
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