David Mellor's Poems
Snowdrift
I can
Still feel the
Freezing cold
Air on my cheeks
An air long since gone
Like the people I used
To greet on the streets.
And you so small
I could fit you on the
Back of my bike
Sitting under the slide
So the cold rain wouldn’t bite.
I can still feel the freezing cold air...
And I worn out by life’s daily chores
Pulling the sledge to school carrying
the groceries that could feed a school
All done with love of course. Then one day
on returning you told me where you had been.
I can still feel the freezing cold air
My lips that wouldn’t move
And the
ice gripping
My heart
In Every Moment
I am stuck in every moment I have lived or
Not lived enough
Each drags me back
To sort out what I
Forgot
To settle the score
Paper over the cracks
I am stuck,
In every moment
I failed
To live
I was,
But
Just not enough
A Speck of Cruelty (a true story about a dear old neighbour of mine)
One tiny story
One tiny life
Not picked up on any radar
Or satellite
Not even
A marking in a road
Or unfortunately
No CCTV
Old Ray’s tools were stolen
From his ransacked allotment
Leaving
Very little of him left.
One tiny moment
One tiny heartless mind
Just started to bury him
Further
And further
In the ground
He wasn’t my father
He wasn’t my dad
But I thought he was…
Hunched up at the bar
Cracking jokes
Stealing the show
I felt like tapping him on the shoulder
And telling him
“I have so much to tell you.”
But the words lay as flat as the beer I had just bought
And the lost words we had never spoken
Built up in the ashtray
Are gulped by the beers
And the distant murmur of cars
Signaled, goodbye…
Everyday Tears
There are pockets of unhappiness
When limbs don’t move at all
You feel short changed
When you fail to see
What is before
And you quickly become
Less
And more means
Pain
But in each and every corner
There is someone just like you
Picking up the pen
Picking up the fork
Rolling the dice in the casino
Gulping down another fall
But each is losing time
In the pockets ripped and threadbare
But
At least we all held something
Which is still there
Under the Sun, I Was a Good Boy
Under the sun I was a good boy
I never did wrong.
The trees were very giving
As I climbed
The highest branch
Under the sun, I was a good boy
Who never did wrong
The light would stay
Till I was too tired
To kick a ball
But at home, I was bad boy
Who always did wrong.
The dark spelt
Foreboding
Trembling
Till...
The light broke way
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