Five Poems by Kenneth Pobo
Beyond The End
A dark universe
may be great
for film viewing
until the theater
closes for good, death
tucking in cold stars.
Raylene on Her Divorce from Skip
before we did it, maybe
it was good or good enough or terrible
with good moments, a kaleidoscope,
colors changing constantly, I wished
just for even a day they’d stay the same,
but they change I change
he changes and sometimes
I imagined cutting his dick off
but then I thought now why would I
want to hurt him since sometimes
loving him is bolt-upright nice until
colors start changing again so much so
that my eyes ache and if the Good Will
people came by and offered
a whole quarter for my heart
I’d grab the money, buy a gumball,
and blow bubbles as anonymous
cars pass the sold house.
Skip and Raylene Simmer
After Skip had a brief affair
with Launa, he thought Raylene
would never find out where
gossip outruns rabbits and wind.
Raylene yelled but also didn’t care.
Skip was like a bag of groceries,
some good things but some that just
waste space. They considered
divorcing but Launa moved
to Loyalton. Skip gradually forgot
about her, told Raylene
it shouldn’t have happened.
It did happen.
Like in a dream that fades
when you wake up. The plumbing
needs fixing—no one’s trustworthy.
Someone will cheat you
the way you cheat others.
Dulcet Tones under Pressure
In the vaccine line a stranger
says his son was very good
at baseball and did well
under pressure. Many fold
but not his son. I must be
someone who folds. Pressure
is like a bad sneeze. You can’t
hold it back. It will be known.
As a teenager I lived
under pressure to please
don’t come out.
Stay in the closet.
Gramps won’t understand.
It will affect your chances
of getting a decent job.
Bowing to the pressure
invited stronger pressure.
Secrets are heavier than cars—
or wounds. Achoo!
I blurted secrets.
No more me as nail,
pressure as hammer.
Pressure never stops.
But I can breathe now.
I can breathe.
Delaware River
River water is flux,
no way to make it rest
or give up secrets. Usually
we’re in flux, dashing down
one road or another.
We should stop,
at least for a while.
The river doesn’t stop.
It carries history
and twigs. This broken tarp
of sunlight could easily
drift away. A river
is possibility. We may
or may not stay. Either way,
we’re moving too.
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